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Monday, April 11, 2011

The Journey Continues: Bring on the Guns

I have just tested at 12dpo on my 7th cycle with a big, freaking, negative. I'm just mad right now. Left and right there are women getting pregnant.. I go onto facebook and all I see are belly bumps and ultrasounds and "My water broke", new baby photos and all the hooplah that goes along with it.

Frankly, I'm sick of it. I'm sick of the "are you pregnant yet"? Or even all the "well you know all you have to do is" (insert advice that I've already tried here) ____________________. Sick of it.

Now we are on to a sperm analysis for the husband and Clomid for me. This is unbelievable. What I thought would take maybe 6 months is turning into a nightmare. I just want to see those two pink lines. Is that too much to ask for?